i love music, i think whoever is deaf has a sad life because what do you mean you cant drown your own sorrow in music? i think music is the best thing about having ears and the ablility to hear. i dont want to hear people whining in my ear i want to hear music, the only thing that keeps me happy.

i got a custom pillow of avery today, i hope they can draw her fast enough to get her shipped to me in time for february

i dont mind though, patience is key sometimes.

i also do hope that my sh stops soon, it hurts to shower and i havent for 3 days (ewww!!) whos ever going to hire me if i smell like a damp dog? anyway, my cat mimi she likes to comfort me alot during these times. (mimi is a fluffy tuxedo cat) ive had her since i was around 12.

to be honest i think my fursuit maker has also given up on making my suit, ive had no progress since 2023. I think its time i get a refund instead of holding on by a thread right?